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| wow so a week i havent writen, ive been soo busy. its crazy. well lets start with work, i love it so much, the people the place, im so glad i switch. im actually happy to go to work. school grades come out tomorrow and im kinda nervouse i already know what i got and yah. im failing engilsh which i kinda need in order to graduate so im like stressed and like FUCK!! hahah i onlee need 4 criedts to graduate and im not going to let a stupid english class stop me hahah im determine!!! other than that school is great. :) friends..... thats good i've finally found people i can trust and confined in so im really happy.house.... its ok you know i only look at it this way i onle have 9 more months and i can do whatever i want(not that i already dont) but ill be 18 and i dont have to take bullshit from a certain adult in the house..... i just dont want to leave my mommy : \ I GOT MY LICENSE yes Riana Cristi Howard got my license im sooo excited ima get my car this weekend! yeh finally!!! onlee 8 more days till my bro rickys b-day im sooo excited for him it better go good or ima kick some ass teheheh oh yah everything is fine with me and "da boy" me and him are friends again :) i was looking for some old homework assignments for my senior portfolio and i found my old poetry book and i was reading some of the stuff in there and its pretty intense and i read this poem i worte for justin right b4 we started goin out and a poem he worte for me when we broke up and it seriously brought back memories and i went to school this morning and gave him the biggest hug i think he though i was on some drugs but i do miss him i mean when your with someone for 8 months you obviously care for the person. but i dunno where thats ganna go.... welps its off to do english homework ill update later nite | | |
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Scared
Your eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you pefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from everyone guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain....
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Weed
Weed, Pot, Mary Jane, I can go on with the names. You like life relaxed and slow. You enjoy smoking or eating you yummy drug. Keep chilling...Oh and dude, get out of your parents basement...lol
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| hey guys well yesterdays entry i didnt mean what i said. i dont hate him, but he did hurt me and im not talking to him right now for my own sanity..... hahah well today school was only 2 hours long and i decided that ima spend the dy with justin so me him and all my old guy friends went to my friend davids house, it was good to chill with da boys again. :) then i went to chill with ashley, im glad that we chill again, then i went to workand now im at home getting ready for bed , im not really looking forward to tomorrow cause ima have to talk to "him" . i had a good talk with tina this morning and she made me relize some stuff hahah and i dont think she knew it. well im off to bed sorry for da short entry.....
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| i fucking hate him, i seriously fucking hate the kidd! he's a liar and he says oh Riana i would never hurt you, omg once again riana gets screwed over its like fuck. fuck him! how can he go around and say oh riana i like you oh riana i cant hurt justin oh riana if it weren't for justin we would be together. well fuck him ok how can he say all thoses things to me and turn aroun and tell somone else different, how can people fill my head with bullshit, you know i felt to teamed up against today, like "SHE" hated me wanted to kick my ass, justin told "HER" all this bullshit, and "HIM" of all people told her all this bullshit to. he told her nothign was ever there, that he never cared for me, that im all up on him... you know what HE'S A FUCKIN LIAR!!! and im seriously done with his bullshit, its like everyone is against me, i have no one to turn to cause they go and run their mouths. im so tired of this drama i seriously am, i feel i was made a fool and i seriously want nothing to do with HIM anymore, and maybe later we can talk again but at this point, i dont even want him to look at me. im sooo fucking pissed right now.......... i just want to go up to him and be like your fucking full of bullshit! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ok well my day sucked, it seriously felt like the longest day of the fucking year, all my friends had a bad day so that was kinda put on me cause you know when you reall close to a friend and their sad your sad to so yah my best friend was sooo sad today so i was kinda in a sad mood to then i find out that one of my friends wants to fight me, the only good thing that happend today was i started a new job at quiznos which i like alot!! and i worked shit out with "HER" and everything is ok and actually it was nice cause i found stuff out. i dunno im just ganan drop it and move on thats all i can do...... well ima go to bed only 2 hours of school tomorrow im excited. nit nite
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| hey whats up guys, new layout tell me what you think, leets see whats new....... my senior year has been going pretty tight! im keeping my grades up as best as i can, i found out i only need 4 creits to graduate so tecnically i onle need to pass four classes or two classes a semester so im pretty excited. i think ive finally found the right group of freinds, its seriously nothing but laughs and i love it! love life...... well theres this guy were going to call him "the boy" well i like this boy so much and everything was going good and then my ex kinda got in the way, yes i care about him and everything i mean i was with da kidd for 8 months but its done and over with and iw ant to move on with my life and i feel that he is blocking that from happening. home life lets see i guess everything is good here at home im never here cause im always working at hotdog on a sitick i mean quiznos hahah i got a new job im soo happy!! everything i guess is going pretty great right now!! today i went to da jacuzzi with eric and andy and katie it was alot of fun..... eric and i were having a bubble fight and i totally got owed by andy thanks guys..... this weekend was soo much fun i went to a partay with ashley and my bro ricky on friday and got kinda wasted, not as much as them though and saturday went to alonso and andrea;s house for movie night and ricky joined us later it was fun went to da mall da next day and bought pants and a new wallet , then headed to alons's and andrea;s grandma's house and went swimming it was hilarious good tyme guys thanks...... school today kinda sucked in a way, if people are ganna talk shit about me they can at least get their info right but whatever its done and over with..... i start my new job tomorrow @ quiznos so im off to bed to get some sleep..... nite nite
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